it might just all be a facade

Friday, December 28, 2007;

♥ 12/28/2007 07:19:00 AM

I used to think, i had the answers to everything
But now i know, that life doesnt always goes my way
Feels like i'm caught in the middle
That's when i realise

Greetings! (:

Owells, x'mas flashed past us. And now, the next major event on our calender is to wave goodbye to the year 2007. It had been both good, and bad, i believe, to almost everyone of us here. There're accomplishments we've achieved, those glory and honour that no words can express. But of cos, the downside, we met setbacks, failures, which definitely strengthens us, and help us grow.

But we must never ever forget to be grateful for people around us, esp friends and family. They're the living souls around us, letting us feel that we're not lonely (or at least, physically, they are around).

Turn around, give those creatures who stood by you, firm and strong, a big hug. Thank them, for all the little tiny things and efforts they gave. For the other creatures who were mean, and gave crude comments, smile at them. They help you grow, they help you mature, and they let you see the ugly side of humans. For the rest of creatures, commonly known at 'strangers', well, thank them for snatching oxygen with you. (:

But nonetheless, lets all give 2007 credits, while it lay down and fall asleep forever. And of cos, welcome and embrace year 2008! (:

Hurry, hurry! Get your organiser, notebooks, brains ready. Make plans, Set goals, and of cos, write down your new year resolutions AND stick with it! Let it be a well-planned year, without any regrets.

After doing so, just sit back, enjoy countdown, and live life normally like you used to. :D

My last post of the year, and it's reflection time, like always. (:

It's been a good ol' year for me, having to go thru all sorrow, dissappointment, and not forgetting, JOY. The 'sorrow', of losing some precious friendships, of losing certain interests, and of many other factors. The 'dissappointment', having to expect certain friends to be always there, yet they are nowhere to be seen, having to shoulder certain responsibilities, yet failed to carry all the tasks out. And of cos, dissappointment of self. The 'joy', of forging so many new friendships, of meeting so many new people along the way, of accomplishing new things which you never dream of, of having true friends whom stood by you all the time and gave you the wisest advices, and of cos, of myself surviving thru J1 (maybe not with flying colours, but well, at least i did manage to struggle my way and catch hold of a standing space).

But well, it has been a year of changes, real major changes. From the studying environment, to the friends and classmates in school, to the way i hande things and problems, to the way how my daily life goes, and the list just goes on. Mm, i wouldnt say i've fully adpated to these changes, and no longer yearn for the past, but well, at least i've survived thru the first year of such changes, and having friends to pull me thru. (:

Throughout the course of this year, i must admit that there wereperiods when i found myself losing the real me. And for a moment, i was staring into a total stanger in the mirror. I lost myself, and the front i always put up was fake.
But i started to pick up the pieces, and got myself together. I was determine to get over certain issues that were pointless, and after i took my first step out, i found things in a better situation. :D And now i'm confident, in picking up all the pieces, and setting my life straight again. (:

So, just to mention afew certain people. (:
A) TA SZEMIAN <3
B) MY PARENTS + BROTHER + OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS <33
C) VIP 07/07 + REDCROSS FAMILY :D
D) JJC 07S07 :D
E) FARIFIELD FRIENDS/FAMILY!
F) PJC 07S25 :D
G) JJ 07S07; BEEPING HUILI HUIYEE BRYAN AARON
H) MANDA SARAHLIM
I) VINCENT LIM
Y'all made me realise there's more to life. (:
But of cos, there're definitely ppl whom i've forgotten to mention. Pardon me.
Thank you, you. For being a part of my life, enriching and colouring it at the same time. ;D

Too much to said, but my limited vocab failed me. Cant seem to find the right words to express my inner self.

For the year 2008 which is coming our way, i wish everyone out there a happy new year. May it be a year of joy and happiness for you, may it be smooth sailing, and may it be one of the best years you can ever find.

And for myself, i dare not wish for the new year to be a bed of roses. I just wish that i have the courage, the discipline, and what it takes to overcome it, and to survive all the setbacks. (:
And another wish! Although i made a smiliar one the yr before, and it didnt really come true, but no harm trying to wish for it again! I wish that all friends will stay, the way they are (: Indeed, i wish for this in yr 2006, but i still lost certain precious friends. Friends whom are way too precious, that til now, it still hurts me in my heart, and still puzzle me, as to why are things so different now. =l

But well, im sure i'll be able to handle things well enough.

So there!
Embrace the coming year, and best of luck in everything you do. (:

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.